Avani:

Rudransh gently brushed his fingers against my lips, causing a shiver to run down my spine.

"Do you want me to leave?" Rudransh inquired.

"I'm not sure because I love you and I don't have an objection for making love," I replied.

"After tonight, you probably won't like me anymore."

"I do, and I will," I asserted, locking eyes with him. He was stopped for a while but then his expression turned cold again.

"Undress," he commanded, sending a tremor through me.

"This is our first night, and you're acting like you have no idea what to do. Haven't you seen it in movies or read about it in books?"

"I'm a virgin," I confessed.

Rudransh rolled his eyes at my words.

"So, you think watching romantic scenes or reading about it will make you lose your virginity? I know you're naive, but I didn't realize you were this clueless. And I don't care about your virginity because, as I've said, I won't be gentle or kind. You probably won't even consider it lovemaking anymore."

"How long does it take you to undress? Do you want me to wait all night?"

"I'm scared," I admitted.

"Of course, I want you to be scared of me."

"Ru...dra...Ash..."

"You are testing my patience and now it's gone," Rudransh said.

Rudransh's touch sent shivers down my spine.

He threw my saree on the floor and started removing my blouse. Turning me around, he unhooked my bra and threw it away. His touch on my breasts made me gasp with pleasure. His lips brushed under my neck and started moving downwards, leaving a trail of kisses and hickeys. Although I was initially scared of him, I found myself completely lost in the moment, enjoying his every touch. I was melting in his feather like touch and feeling him.

"Rud.r..an..sh..." I moaned feeling passion and pleasure.

His kisses on my belly and tongue playing on my navel turned me on. When he entered me without warning, I screamed with pain, but he immediately silenced me with his lips. As he started thrusting, I tried to get away, but he pinned my hands to the bedpost and placed another hand on my back.

"Relax, you will fine," Rudransh said.

"You are so tight," Rudransh said again, and I looked at him innocently, not understanding what he meant. Did he mean I was unsuitable for intimacy? Unable to satisfy him? Tears welled up in my eyes.

"Don't cry. The pain will subside soon. Keep looking at my eyes."

"Am I unsuitable for lovemaking?" I asked, tears streaming down my face.

"What? When did I say that?" Rudransh replied. "It's your first time, so it takes some time to give me full pleasure. That's common for a few women. Everyone's body is not the same."

As the pain intensified, I couldn't help but cry out and grip the bedsheet tightly. Rudransh gently pried my fingers open and held my hands, bringing me closer to him.

"It's hurting so much. I can't bear it," I whimpered.

"Be patient and endure a little longer. Trust me you are safe," Rudransh assured.

The intensity increased, and I felt like my body might shatter. Covered in sweat, struggling to breathe, I endured the pain until it gradually subsided. A wave of pleasure washed over me briefly, followed by a wave of nausea. Confusion clouded my mind until I began to relish the sensations. Eventually, Rudransh withdrew and drew me close, leaving me feeling weak and lightheaded. Rudransh caressed my bare back and hairs making me catch the breath.

"I need to use the restroom," I mumbled, attempting to move away from him.

"No, wait a bit longer," Rudransh insisted.

"It's too much," I protested.

"Wait," he commanded.

I complied, and after fifteen minutes, Rudransh rose from the bed.

"Stay there until I return, or else I can't guarantee your safety," he warned before leaving the room.

Upon his return, Rudransh applied some gel to my lower abdomen and back. He asked me to eat fruits and hot milk. Then, he resumed his advances, only stopping when he was satisfied. But this time, I felt better than first time. I don't say he's gentle but not rude too.

"You must learn to endure me. Next time, I won't be as lenient as today. Now rest peacefully. If you're not feeling well in the morning, we'll see," he declared.

Covered in a blanket, Rudransh left me shivering from the cold. I struggled to get up and dress, hoping to use the restroom, but my legs and abdomen throbbed with pain. Collapsing back onto the bed, sleep embraced me, offering solace from the harsh reality. I realised Rudransh pulling me near to him into the blanket calmly while he was asleep.

In the morning, I woke up to the harsh reality once more. My body ached and I couldn't get out of bed.

"How long will it take for you to wake up? Who will do the household chores? Hurry up," Rudransh said before leaving the room without waiting for my response. Tears filled my eyes as I slowly rose from the bed. I took a shower and made my way downstairs.

"Bring me some coffee and make breakfast," Rudransh ordered, to which I nodded. Despite feeling weak, I managed to make my way to the kitchen. I prepared the coffee and a quick breakfast for him. Sitting down with Rudransh, I noticed my hand still aching from the broken bangles piercing my skin.

"Yesterday was enjoyable. I initially thought you were worthless, but you surprised me in bed. Your response was fantastic. I've never felt that way with any other woman before. I believe I won't need to look elsewhere for my needs now; I can train you to satisfy me. At least you're useful for that," Rudransh remarked, leaving me with tears in my eyes.

"Why are you crying? I didn't scold you; I praised you. You should be happy that you're useful for something. Otherwise, you're completely worthless."

As I tried to walk away, Rudransh suddenly grasped my hand with a firm grip.

"Do you want me to pick up where we left off last night and remind yourself of your place?" he demanded. "Sit down and eat. If you don't finish your meal and grow weak, don't expect me to come to your aid. To me, you're nothing but a burden. Eat up and get some rest. Tonight, I'll teach you the basics of being a proper mistress to me," Rudransh declared as he forcefully fed me the food. I held back my tears and managed to finish the meal.

"This is the consequence of marrying me against my will. You'll regret it every single day of your life. Just because we're married doesn't mean I'll treat you as the head of this house," he continued.

I remained silent, not daring to speak as I watched the anger in his eyes. Why was he always so angry with me? Why did he despise me so much?

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